Well I'm at school right now in webpage not knowing how to do my assignment so I've decided to make an entry because there's nothing else to do.

Um, so we have early release today, which would explain why I'm on the internet at 8:30 or whatever. We still have band after this, and I don't want to play. I'm tired and it's still too early. I dread band in the mornings. Which would be why I hated band last year.

You must read yesterday's entry, though it's short and pointless, the end makes me giggle slightly.

Anyway, I'll edit when I get home.


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My mom pointed something out to me about an hour ago while we were out crusing the town.
I don't do what I do to get noticed. I don't do it so people will see me and know who I am, because, duh, they already do anyway, but I do it because they get so angry about it. Well, maybe not angry but you can just tell it drives them nuts. And it funny. I mean, if they really didn't care, they wouldn't make such a big deal out of it. Wieners.

Anyway, the rest of school today was quite interesting.
Math, science, social studies, WHOA ENGLISH!! Hahaha! English was so fun! I got put in a group with Adam and Marcel, and we were supposed to do a project on what we'd do if we were part of an unwanted "kind" of person? I guess is how you'd word that, and you had to describing where you'd go into hiding at and what-not (you know, like World War II..) and we decided originally we were going to live in Antarctica in an igloo and I was going to be the bait for food (they're so mean to me I tell you) but we ended up deciding to live on a pirate ship called the Adam's Family..? Haha. And Adam has a parrot named.. something or other, I don't remember. But my room is just the bathroom, and Adam and Marcel have computers and tvs and shit in their rooms.. I have a shower and toilet. Haha.

Anyway, lunch was festiveeeeeeeee, and Lil Cyclo's a biatch major.
Okay lunch wasn't even festive but who cares, rebellion was performed by the clique by sitting at someone else's table. What more can I say?

IDK yet, but I think I like someone that I never would've thought I'd ever like. Ever. It's kind of scary.. but I guess I should've seen it coming..

OH! In band, Caleb was screaming, "I'll rape you with knives!" and he didn't even know what it meant. So I had to explain, and I said, "Think about what raping someone is." and he goes, "Well I know that, but the knives.." and I go, "Well it's just raping someone, only with a knife. Like sticking a knife in them instead of.. well, whatever." and he goes, "Ow! That'd hurt!" and I said, "Duh Caleb! It's getting a knife stuck in you!" and he goes, "Well they wouldn't have to stick it in you." so I said, "Well what are they going to do, tap you gently on the shoulder with it?!"

It was so funny, he was just like totally clueless. Haha I love Caleb. He's so nice suddenly!! Wheeeee!!


The end.
COMMENT because you know you all love me.


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I have a bunch of avatars I like that I just found or have had for a while and I just want to put them in here because what else do I have to do!!

<--O.M.G. my life. Hahahahaha.
<--Love ya Nathan!!
Aww! Look! It's a penguin!!
 Yeah bitch. Aww Malfoy..
 ..see above. but these lyrics have nothing to do with anything??
..DRACOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO  Sporks fucking rock.
 ..See above!
  Hahahahahaha!!! IDK what the hell that thing is but it made me laugh so I saved it.
 FAVORITE PART OF THE ENTIRE MOVIE, OMG, NO LIE.
I think he's hawt, and you can laugh if you please.. but he is.
 HAHAHAH!
 Dracooooooo
 ^^
 LMAO WTFFFFFF
 hahaha!!
 Yeah biatch! haha!
 WOWZAZ. That'd hurt!
 Agreed
 HAHA!
 DRACOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
 L.M.A.O. God is false. And I love this icon.
 Truth.
 I don't even know, but haha?
  WTFFFFFFFFF
 Okay, I love it. I love it. It's silly
 Wiener
 I JUST LIKE THIS BECAUSE THE WORD FUCK IS HUGE ON IT FOR NO REASON
 Hahaha! Me, totally
 What the fuck?!
 <--For Nathan. Love ya!!
 Haha, true rebellion
 Weee!
 HAHA!!!!!!
 Yeah bitch, it's his toe.
 I love you, Kip!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 STRAIGHT UP GANGSTA, BITCH
 OMG! I LOVE VEGGIE TALES, BITCH!
 Haha this is funny because it's like a meatball thing.
 SPORK!! YEAH BITCHES
 Weeeeeeee!! I love it.
 Truth
 <33
 Hahaha, this one goes out to Nathan. NO, this one goes out to all my friends because they all rock. <333 I love you guys.
 Hahaha! NAPOLEONNNNNNNNNN
 Elf just kicks ass, and don't you forget it.
 Hahaha! I love this one! STFU emo kid, STFU..
 Sexy is right!
 Weeee! The picture isn't totally enjoyable but who cares, it's JD. <3
 Love this video. He's so hawt.

So, today;;

Well nothing really happened. I went to school early for my meeting and shit and after that was math. Fun fun fun.
Math;; absolutely nothing. I didn't pay any attention and percentages confused the fuck out of me.
Science;; Brandi told me Adam's moving in two weeks. Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I'm so sad. I just recently started getting to know him. He's like mundo quiet but he's so awesome. So I let him copy my science that I copied from Victoria since Marcel was gone today. Then Mr. Stienbaugh took a note I wrote Jessica. Hahaha..
Social Studies;; I exchanged movie reviews with Zach Butter and Becky Schultz.
English;; Read that Anne Frank play. Lol I got to "dance" with Adam. Well in the reading I did anyway.
Lunch;; Rolled around on the floor while Bryce was talking about Santana. Then me and Brandi wrote some crazy ass story out of no where. I may post it tomorrow if I get it from her.
R/PS;; Clipped my eyebrow in the mousetrap. Lmfao, Nicole was all freaking out about it. Then I made Chris sign my shoe but he "couldn't remember" how to spell his name so Nicole had to tell him. Hahaha.
Electives were boring as always. In band I was telling people I'd rape them with knives or anal rape them with knives.. lol.

So tomorrow Cheyenne's supposed to bring our cigarettes. She probably won't but omg if she doesn't I will fucking kill her.

Ha-ha-ha. Okay that was gay.

Anyway, Bryce informed me today that his room is pink with butterflies. I love Bryce he's so funny! Hahaha!! In band he was doing EXACTLY what me and Jessica told him, which was making fun of Adrian's V-shaped highlight in his hair and vagina hand signals. Hahaha. It was so gross but it was the most hilarous thing I may have ever seen.

So.. umm.. I guess that's all.
PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE read my poems in the entry below and tell me what you think!

w00t! new xanga!

this layout's a little crazy, but i like it. i think i'll be able to get used to it before too long.

so, last night jessica stayed the night.
well first we..
okay;; my weekend in general [no real updates were provided for anyone]
Friday;; school was school, nothing happened at all. after school kasey came over and we did god knows what. it sucked and was boring, and she kept mentioning staying longer. i felt relieved when she had to leave at 7. then after kasey left, me and my mom went to pick up brandi and she stayed. we talked about rita and stuff and made each other prettys like bracelets and stuff. it was fun shit. then we watched some movies and went to bed. only we got scared so we went downstairs and slept down there. haha, we're big weenies.
Saturday;; when me and brandi woke up, we made lunch and went upstairs to watch another movie. we ended up having a big permanent marker war and i'm still covered in marker. after brandi went home i got online and spent most of the day talking to jessica and alyssa, and i think that's all. me and jessica ended up going to see hide and seek. it was shitty/fun because her dad said he wouldn't need to go in so we could get our tickets so he left, and we had to go and get my brother to get us in so blah. but we did get in and the movie was ok. seth and friends wouldn't shut the fuck up during more than half of the movie so i was distracted at some parts, but it was actually a very big let-down at the end. i felt like just screaming "crotch" and leaving because i was upset with the ending. "wee i just drew myself with two heads!" *end credits start rolling* <--shitty. just shitty. we came home after that and made food, and then we talked to andy and told him about shooting my grandma with a cap gun after seeing orion's belt and getting excited. then i suddenly had cancer, and then it was time so i signed off. after that we went upstairs and did absolutely nothing since my dvd player was magically broken. then we became obsessed with vagina, titties, penis, and nutsacks. i have a book of tittie in my desk drawer. jessica fell asleep and i stayed awake until about 4, writing a note to mr. vagina tittie and a couple poems [i'll post them at the end] and then went to bed. WHOAAAAA, i forgot about us talking about what we were going to say to people next year.. "i'll cut off your titties with a dull razor and sell them on the black market!" and "could you repeat that? i was communicating with my vagina.." and "shut up or kiss my vagina!" haha i know how gross that sounds and makes us sound horribly perverted, but keep in mind it was around 2am and we were getting really tired.
today;; i actually went to church today, and of course when i decided to go for once, no one was there except for me, my mom, caleb [oh baby !!], matt, justin, and amanda. blahhh. caleb kept talking to my mom for no reason, and then signed my shoe. i see caleb as the walking definition of irony. like he "hates" me at school, but when he's not with his friends he's honest-to-god one of the nicest people ever. if aaron hadn't have moved, how much do you want to bet me that caleb would still be cool and we'd be friends? bleh, i hate the effect those assholes seem to have on people. i hate it.

other than that, nothing much has happened today.

funnnnnnnn shittttttttt.


okay, the poems;;
#1
You're beautiful inside, you're beautiful out.
I know this forever, without a doubt.
I'm so tired but can't fall asleep,
For thoughts surround me & inside I'm weak.
You're such a fucking idiot but I can't let you go.
But I'm an idiot too, for letting you know.
I left you once before & now my heart lies shredded on the floor.
Think, what'd you do if I showed up at your door?
Would you answer it and talk this through or slam it in my face?
Or would you used not answer so you'd not have to hear my pathetic case?
It's cat and mouse, such an evil chase.
And now my home's just a painful place.
Look what you've done, I've cried too many tears.
Look at what you caused, while I wasted years.
Following your footing, waiting for the time,
You'd decide to turn back & face me & then become mine.
Not living my own life before realizing how pathetic I did seem.
And all I'd been doing was living one big dream.
You'd never be mine, not after what I'd done.
So I gave up, moved on, you'd won.
But I came back without a doubt,
That you're the only one I'd not be able to live without.
I tired so hard, I really did.
But the pain it caused cannot be hid.
Not now, no longer, it hurts too much.
But all you do is blame me, label me, & such.
But I can't get angry, oh no, not now.
Well I suppose I really could, but I do not know how.
I'm too in love to realize that this isn't love at all.
It's just some kind of disaster & it's just waiting for the time to fall.

#2
She watched him just walk away,
But she smiles as she remembers so many wonderful things she'd had to say.
From hello to I love you, they'd talk for years.
They'd talk with laughter, they'd talk with tears.
Lovers they were, but best friends, too.
Then she got nervous - had she not had a clue?
Confused as she was, she just held on so tight.
Working to piece it back together with all her might.
But she couldn't quite figure it our so she left him in the dust.
An awful time she had forgetting what she'd done was had and she just..
Just couldn't catch on to why he'd been alright.
No sadness what-so-ever, but her on the other hand, she'd cry all night.
Lost & lonely, she'd hurt herself.
Fragile little hearts should be boxed up on a shelf.
Her first real heartbreak drove her crazy.
And now the things she'd once thought all seemed so hazy.
She didn't know much, just that she'd loved him.
And her memories faded, her life so dim.
She's so fooled by her own thoughts even.
All the looks she gives herself are too deceiving.
But too far she's fallen and she's losing her mind.
This boy has wasted her once useful time.
But before they were so in hate, they were the best of friends.
And though he's the source of her pain, her love, it just won't end.
So as she wipes the tears from her eyes while watching him walk away,
She keeps from chasing after him with the hope of tomorrow's better day..

ehh, they're kind of shitty..

what to you think??


comment !!